Sunday, December 27, 2009

i'm kay hou,

i'm sixteen, i love hello kitty, and i'm obsessed with bows, i eat like a monster, i can finish a medium pizza by myself. my nails are always painted, its just something i do when i'm bored. i came to america three years ago, i'm not that smart like those people in IB, but im still getting straight As for now. i'm not skinny, i'm whatever, but recently, i have trouble pulling up my jeans. i'm not pretty like those girls we talk about on facebook and wretch, i'm not popular, but i'm satisfied with the friends i have. i'm not rich, no one knows the whole story of my family, maybe some parts, but not everything, no one knows what really i've been through, you don't deserve to judge me for it.

i'm not your ex. just cuz you went through all that with her. its not fair you treat me like this for stuff she had done. you live in the shadow of all that cheating and shit, but who says i'm like her? i'm not her, but now, seriously? my friends too? no, i'm not saying anyone in particular, its not, "he means that much to you" i just don't like losing friends. i don't have much i talk with to begin with, and now you want me to give this up too? trying to get down wont solve anything. why don't you just trust me, that i love you? who cares about what other people think? and i chose to be with you, and why don't you believe me, nothing happened that night? i know my limits, and nothing happened to the two friends too, one didn't feel well, but i made sure she was okay. that doesn't mean something happened though. and the other made sure nothing happened to us too. and it was my choice, so stop blaming other people.
just cuz now you finally stopped texting girls, means you can finally bitch at me about texting guys? yeah yeah yeah. its always my fault. whatever. did i go bitch at those girls you use to text? did i even bitch at you about it? did i not allow you to talk them? and dude, that girl, she was a different story. you just assumed, what do you mean we treated her like shit? you don't even know the whole story, none of us treated her like shit, we weren't the one giving glares and stuff, so now its our fault too? and you had to go apologize? yeah, i was angry. cuz i didn't do shit wrong that you need to go apologize for, if you think i did something wrong, say it to my face. stop assuming and deciding everything for me, like what you did couple nights ago. if you guys don't want to put too much stress on me, you guys say i dont need it, then, you wouldn't have went in the first place. i don't know what to say anymore, i'm disappointed? i don't know if thats the word for it. i don't know how i feel anymore. trying to express my feelings to you doesn't seem to work anyways.

it's nobody's fault. so just drop it, stop blaming yourself / others.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

im sick of,

always being the good girl,
and always taking the blame.

be selfish for once,
why cant i have fun?

dont judge me.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

i hate,

hypocrites.

ups and downs, but whatever.
im learning how to have fun and live life.

goodbye.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

trying.

yeah. i always try. even when i say i give up, i try really hard for stuff i want, and i fight for it. i always try as hard as i can for those i love, ill do anything for them. but. i just noticed. sometimes, trying is hard.

especially trying to be someone im not. trying to not care about stuff i really care about. trying to not mind about stuff that bothers the shit out of me. or trying to get over something. the last one is actually easier. idk.

fml. my parka got burnt at the beach. theres a hole in the back now. -_-

Sunday, November 1, 2009

happy post.

im finally going to have a happy onee, (:
i havent had so much fun in sooo longg, especially ever since my mother camee, hah. BUT last nightt was soo funn! (;


this is how it went,


nevermind. i just deleted everythingg. hahah! ill just go straight to the point! (:

it was the best halloween so far (:

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

ugh,

goodbye piercingg,
ughhh. im super sad and pissed off right now. and i dont know what to do, so i decided to blog! which i havent done in sooo longgg.

so i showed iwanaga my ear infection today. the whole class was like ewww. he wrote a pass and made me go to the nurse. there was like fifteen people in the nurse. apparently everyone was sick or trying to ditchh. she made me call my parents. so i called my sister. and told her how the nurse told me to call her and take me to a family doctor and get some antibiotic medicine. blah blah blahh. when i walked back to the class, the teacher asked what happened, and everyone wanted to see. they told me i should take out my earring or im going to turn into Van Gogh. -__- and ill only have one ear left, and maybe i can get plastic surgery and get a fake ear or something.

in fifth period, i got a pass from the nurse to get excused from running in conditioning. thats like the only good part about this :P those poor people had to run around the track and up down the bleachers for thirty minutes, then extra two times for cheating, while i just sit there and tell them their time.

my sister made me go home early today instead of staying for class committee, she said the school called and lectured her and told me to go to the doctors. so i actually came home pretty early today. but they dont plan on taking me to the doctors -_-

i never get to go to the doctors -__-x

ughhh. im so sadddd, all that pain for nothing! );
its only been two monthss.
ill get it pierced again someday!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

for my lover,

rebeccah luu! :D hahah.
yeah, i didnt post anything for a while, i really dont know what to type, a lot of stuff happens everyday, ups & downs. im starting to keep more and more thoughs to myself, instead of telling anyone, cuz i dont even know who to tell, or sometimes, i just dont know how to say it.
sometimes, i feel like shit for no reason, or i get paranoid really easily, and, i do stuff i shouldnt do. i hate it when that happens, but i cant really do anything. its not that easy to just relax or whatever.
school is terrible, home is even worse, its been a month and three days since i got back from taiwan, a month and three days living with my mother in america, its not something im used to, nor is it something i like. gah. but another three years.
i hope i get to go somewhere far far away for college!
i try to be happy, i try really hard, but happiness seems to never last too long before something comes and brings you down.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

im,

so tired of everythingg,


i guess i kinda miss how things use to be.
but, i dont knowww.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

i need,

a box that can fit a five six ish, dont know how many pounds woman in there. i needa ship my mom back to taiwan -____- thanks for the idea philip! my sister and i agreed! haha. its not fair how you left me for three years, my sister for like what, twelve years? and now all of a sudden, youre coming back, and taking away our rights and you need to get use to our lifestlye.

anywayss. taking a break form homework! why do i have so much homework everyday? i miss how last year, i get home at two, go to sleep and just do nothing till swim. i miss finishing all my homework in class, which i barely had any. hahah.

no matter how bad things get, i try to think of the good side. when you lose something, you'll gain something too, haha. im happy i still have you guys (; ohh! and today, when someone told me the "have you ever thought that they are just jealous?" reminded me of amy chen! <3 hahah. i miss youuu! anyways, i like that sentence, haha. never thought of it like that before, but its quite interesting. (:

i lovee my bio class, haha. the freshmen in there are so interesting! dont really like this school year, yet, but im trying my best!

the end for now! back to homework! 090309

Sunday, August 30, 2009

yesterday,

was fun,
really funnn,
first time on supreme scream, montezooma's revenage, and sitting on the very back for everythingg, finally not so stubborn and scared of everything, hahah. spent my whole day with you and some interesting people, haha. i had my moments, but i still enjoyed my day.
but today, blah.
yeahhh. whenever something good happens, something bad comes along with it,
thats how it has always been in my lifee.

i just wishh. i can go somewhere far far away, and never comeee backk. -__-

lots of things are different now, im getting use to it, some of them, are my choices, im not going to regret, some i dont have a choice, i still have to get use to it & deal with it.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

murder,

i was going to typeee every detail, but amy said, make it short, we murdered a shrimp, amy pealed it, i ate it, she played with two "shrimp whiskers" thingy and she was like, look, it opens! and then, i braided themm, then it broke off, and she poked out the eyes! and i read that out loud, and she said: they were jiggly, -__-

now its amy's turn: we spent two hours dying our hair, and then, it dripped everywhere, and we were scared it will turn out ugly, but theres barely any difference, ohh! but the hair dye was on sale!

(amy thinks the hair dye feum screwed dup my brain! :()

anywaysss, we cleaneddd up everything, and like destroyed all the evidence so her mom wouldnt find out, & it looked like we just murdered someone with all the plastic bag stuff. and idk.

i love sleep overs, and i love amy <3 hahah.
i got it pierced. &
amy: i love it.and i wish i wasnt so chicken so i would be able to get it too -_-

the endd, 082309

Friday, August 21, 2009

yayy!

so im at my friends house right nowww. and i finally get to use to comptuerr, cuz i dont have internet anymore! :( and now im finally kinda updated with some stuff! :)

mmm, im going backkk sooon! :( im soooo saddddddd! :( i have like, only couple days left in taiwannnn! :( BUT, i finished my spanish homework, finally, well like most of it, hahah. except some annoying word puzzel and something that i need the internet & printer for. but i feel accomplished! :)

i got 14 bottles of nailpolish in taiwan. crazzy. hahaha. i didnt expect to get that manny, but oh well. :P hahahha. and yeahh. i spent most of my money on thiss, and i just got paid this week, next thing i know is. blehh, my money is goneee! :( how sadd. i worked so hard and so many days for that couple thousand dollars, but it does feel nicee when i got that envelopeee! :)

OHH! i finally got something donee! something ive waited for for so longgg. but im afraid that ill regret,! :( hope i dontttt.

hmm, i dont know what to typee, this one is boringgg. sorrrry!

three lefttt... i dont know if thats good or badd. hahaha!

the enddd. 082109

Saturday, August 15, 2009

im in love,


with my husband again! <3 tehehehe! so i went to the lolipop thingy with amy chen, cuz shes in love with themm, but i wanted to go to the fahrenheit one, cuz it has been two years since i saw my husbandd, so yeahh. we went afterr! I CANT BELIEVE I GOT OVER HIM LAST YEAR, HES SO FUCKING CUTEEEEEE!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ but yeah. im like so in love with him againnn. i wish im in taiwan during their concert. then i could buy the ticket and let them sign it, and talk to them, and touch my husband's handd! :D tehehe. ill keep dreaming. next timeee. but yeahhh! ITS ACTUALLY BETTER TAHN TWO YEARS AGOOOO! they talk to you, and shake your hands and read your shit, unlike last time -___x gahhhhh. why cant i just be rich and get a ticket even though i cant go?! :(

AND IM SOO MADDD! I CANT BELIEVE I WASTED ALL MY BATTERY ON LOLIPOP! WTFFF! THEY ARE SO NOT WORTH IT COMPARED TO FAHRENHEIT, but anyways, my camera died, so only got a few pictures of fahrenheit, this would have been a perfect picture if the person didnt push me, :( cuz it doesnt have calvin's ugly facee :(

now im stuck with a bunch of this,


hahah. finally watched my sisters keeper todaay, i cried so much -__- it came out in taiwan yesterday, so there were a lot of poeple. and everyone was crying. you can hear it, haha. and the sound of people getting tissues :P

anywyass. im really tired, i forgot waht i was goint to typee, but im happy to see my husbandd, and my obsession with him is going to start again. HAHA. (:

the endd. 081509

Monday, August 10, 2009

temptation,


is a terrible thingg, ): not a thing, but you get what i meann! so todaay, i didnt even spend that much money yet, until i stepped into this store, i bought two more nailpolish, which means. i got like. nine already in taiwann, and i bought like other stuff for it, my friend got two nailpolish too, and the lady came up to us and said, if we spend $800 or moree, we will get A FREE GUJUNGPYO FOLDER!! and a cream thingy for your face, and yeahh. i know someone that would lovee that folder, so im like, i have to get it for her, i spend like $450 on this unneccessary thingggy ): NOW IM BROKEEE!

my mom just gave me 600 todaay too, so i had like $1400, im proud, cuz i didnt go out the past few days cuz of that stupid typhoon so i actually have money right now! but guess what?! IM BACK TO $200! -__- two meals of mcdonalds, then im donee! i hope i get paid on wednesday, i lied to them and said im going back to america on friday, so im only going to work till wednesday, so i can hurry up and get paid, hahahah!

thennn! when were walking, my friends like, you know, if you make a right turn right now, you can get your ears pierced! BLAHHHHH! im like, nope, not yet, i cant piss my mom off yett, but its so temptingg,

ohh, so i wanted this bag, and ive waited for like a week and a half to get it, cuz we didnt have enough money last time, so we ordered it first, but todaay when we went back, THEY RAN OUT OF PINK! so, they have this new color, but we have to go to this other store, it was kinda far, but on the way to work, so wathever. but STILL! I WANTED THAT PINK BAG, we were so mad at that ladddy. how can she sell it when we ordered it already! and i cant wait three weekkks! ): anyways. i still got the other color, even though i dont like it as muchh,

ohh, and i picked out some stuff for friendss, and yeahh. thats pretty muchh why im brokeee, to get that gujungpyo folderr, and that cream i didnt even need so much cuz i got the other one, haah, since im so dark, i cant use the normal taiwan products, and i end up giving my friend the one they gave us for free, so i got nothing for free, and i spent a lot of unneccessary money! & IM HANGING OUT WITH AMY CHEN TOMORROW AGAIN WITH NO MONEY! ): im sorry, ):

thee enddd! sorry this one is kinda long again, 081009

Thursday, August 6, 2009

things i want right now

- a big big hugg,
- a box of ferrero rocher,
- the bag i saw on the way home today!
- some satisfaction,
- the "secure" feeling?
- that piercing,
- mom to stop yelling at me every morning,
- keep my life like this in taiwan,
- someone that understands me to talk to,
- all the stuff that i want to buy! :P
- FINISH MY SPANISH HOMEWORKKKKK!

and moree, but thats all im going to type for now :)

a pretty nice day again todayy. hahah.
amazingg? idkk. im like always happy when im not home now. but. i guess today was pretty special, i got an answer i wonder and waited for for two years, finally, todaay, i got my answerr. howw nicee. hahaha. thanksss. :))))))))))

the enddd. 080609

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

good day!

thanks to amy chen<3
todaay was soooo funn! :) youre the only american personn that understands that piercing, hehehe, now i want it again. hahah. but then, yeah, they are stopping me from it, :(

so, i was thinking about the inner evil thingy, its pretty truee. HAHA. now i feel so meann :( but i felt so nice after letting everything out todaay. haha. :)

we did a lot of stuff todaay, and talked about lots of stuff, but i dont wanna type everything out, haha. but im just happy that i had a great day, but then, im broke again! :P hope my mother gives me money tomorrow! or ill just hope that i get paid soon! work again tomorrow -__- i hatee itt. its sooo boring, but once again, i get money, why not? hahaha. :P

the endd. hahah. finally a happier blogg , yeahh? :P

Monday, August 3, 2009

last night,

ive decided, to just wait atleast another year, ive already waited for three years, another wouldnt matter, i guess, since the three people i care about the most, all told me not to -__- oh well, i guess i dont always fight for what i want. ha.

yaaay! im seeing amy chen todayyy! :D hahaha.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

now,

even facebook bothers me, well, not facebook, its stuff i see on facebook, so its not just blogspot now, blahh. i dont want school to ever startt, cuz idk how im going to face you without having that weird feeling inside me.

i found a job in taiwann.! first day today. so freaking boring! -___- i just call people, and tell them they should come to this tutor placee, and yeahh. haha. and. they pay soo little, but its pretty close to my house, hmm, i think ill switch to another place in two weeks, ill get more money! i feel so bad, i spent so much money lately. my mother's money. but i wont get paid until like. two weeks later!

i watched harry potter with my taiwan friend again today. i found lots of interesting stuff i missed out the first time i watched it, haha, THE CHAIRS IN THE THEATER ARE SO COMFY! i loveee themm. puhahahah!

i got those contacts that makes your eyes look bigger today, hmm, maybe thats why im so poor right now! puhahaha. if i like them, then ill buy more? haha. idk. :P but that made my day. ive waited forever to get those stuff, i didnt tell my mom yet thoughh.

i miss last nightt, talking for 125 minutess. until my mom came home -__- you need to sleep (: im sorry for always waking you up in the middle of the nightt. but my sister didnt find out that we used her phone card, i think :P she called last night. she didnt say anything! (:

mmm, i think thats all for noww, goodbye!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

surgery.

was pretty fun.
its not my first time in there, so im just like whatever. i laid down, and was so thankful for the air conditioning they have there. its so hot outside. so i had to change into the clothes for the surgery thingy, and i had to take everything off except for my underwear, all my clothes were wet. thats how disgusting it is, its like. if i sit down on the ground, there will probably be a huge butt mark there, eww. :P

they didnt numb me enoughh. i was in painn! so they had to like put more thingy, idk what its called in english. but whatever. and it hurt sooooo muchhhh! but i got over it :P hehe. i was just talking to the nurse and the two doctors there. they were asking me about my life in america, mmm, and my family. and everythingg.

one of the doctor thought i drink a lot or something, cuz she said, only alcoholics need a lot of the numbing thingy for them to not feel the pain. something like that. idk. haha. but im a good girl (: heheh.

the doctor said im pretty, i was like. puhahah! shes so nice! and she told my mommy that im cutee. hahaha. (: and they were talking about how tanned i am. -__- the nurse was like. did you get tanned? or were you born like this, -_- haha. and i had to explain that i swim and stuff. no one in taiwan has my skin color, seriously, except for those filipino maids that works here, and everythingg. :(

hmm, hope it works this timee, it cost my mom so much moneyy.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

i think,

blogspot is bad for me,
i get so depressed when i read some people's blog, well, maybe one person in particular, but, i cant help it. i guess its cuz that person is/was so important to me, so everytime he/she has a new post, i feel like, i have to read it? and then, i get depressed again. haha.

i feel bad, i know someone doesnt like me like this, someone i really care about, so i try to be happy, i try to smile. but sometimes its so hard, i have my moments, i try not to, but its a habit, a bad one i know. its not that easy to stop, but please know, im trying, okay?

hmm, but i can forget all the stuff in america when im out with my taiwan friends! :D maybe thats why, after spending three months of summer here for the past two years, in the beginning of the school year when im back to america, people always say, im the girl thats always smiling, even when im mad, i have a smile on my face, i miss being that girl,

surgery tomorrow, ehh, i dont trust those doctors anymore, but whatever. its worth trying i guess, ha, i hate how nail polish isnt allowed in the surgery room, so now i have to remove everything, even my toes! :( hehe. but ill repaint them tomorrow! :D

i dont feel like typingg.
the end.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

my day

got better, wayy better.
so after being super pissed
and yeahh. i got ready, and went
out with my mommy and a family
friend to get my new camera! :) my
friend knows the owner of that
place, so its suppose to be a bit
cheaper? but. uhm, nope! not
really. the price online in taiwan
is like 10980, and they sell it for 10900 there. yeahh. 80 taiwan
money, isnt a lot -__- i could get like. a bowl of beef noodle thingy?
hahah. so, he said he will give me free memory card. and im like NO!
i dont have that much money! so hes like, oh well, you can get the
one from japan, its cheaper than the taiwan one. but you dont get
the bag. im like OKAY! the bag is freaking ugly. i dont want it
anyways. even the one hes giving me is like so much prettier!
haha. he said its 9900 -__-my moms was kinda mad. she only
gave me 9000, if i dont have enough i cant get it, then ill probably
have to get the casio one. but ive always wanted the sony one!
haha. mmm, in the end. we lied to my mom, my friend told the
owner that we will pay him back tomorrow, and we pretend that
we got it for 9500. hahaha. and yeahh. so i still owe my friend 400,
shes going to live in my house when she moves back to america -__- were
getting a house, just for her. but before that. were still going to live in our
tiny little apartment taht could barely fit me and my sister, now, my mom too.
mmm, after i got my beautiful camera. i cheered up! hahah. like a lottt. i still
have to name my camera. im still thinking! :) hehe. i know, im so weird! we
atee, and then. we went to this salon placee. i cut my bangs while my mom
permed her hair. and i called my friend. and I FINALLY WENT SHOPPING!


i told my friend to walk slowly. cuz i never been to that salon place. i might
not know how to get out and get lost or something, but it turned out, i didnt!
so i got there like sooo earllyy! i had to wait for her for like twenty minutes.
it was so hot and i bought somehting to drink, and just stood there. i got bit
by mosquitos! i was soo itchy like on my arms and feet, and yeahh.
then this blond guy came up to me and asked : "do you speak english?"
me: yeahh.
the blond dude: do you know how to get to global mall?
me: global mall? uhh. nopee!
the blond dude: i know its somewhere near banquioa, im suppose to meet
someone there but i dont know how to get there,
(im a fob and yeahh. but i only know the places i go to a lot, and i found out
today. i know shilin better than my taiwan friends! puhahaha.)
there was a map right next to me that i was staring at for the past fifteen
minutes, so i looked at the map, and i didnt see it, so i told him, to just go
there and then ask someone there! haha. but like, i found it on the map two
minutes after he left. hahaha. i felt bad, kinda? haha. hmm, and i was
wondering, if i look like i speak english?


i saw my other friend when i was waiting, he grew so muchh. hes so tall!
and last time i saw him was like april?! i wonder how can taiwan people
grow so much when they dont eat at at all -__- im amazed :P well,
he said, well hang another day.


my friend finally camee. she made a card for me! :D and she said, my
chinese got worse! :( that made me really really sadd. hahahah. and im
not good at english either. blahh! we talkedd a lott, i told her all the stuff
that made me sad/ mad that happened in america, or like stuff i found
out and yeahh. she cheered me up (: and! shopping helps a lot too! i
bought six bottles of nail polish! :D it was onsale.! :D haha! four of
them were 70% off! and the other two was like, buy four get nail
polish remover for free, so i bought two and my friend bought two,
but she gave me the nail polish remover! :D heheh. so like. total for
six nail polish was only like $10 u.s dollars. well, not evenn! hahah.
i was so happy. and i bought a shirt, but i dont like it anymore. im
going to see if i can exchange it. haha. anddd uhmmm, i atee a lott! :D
we were walkingg, and were like FOOD! then we buy it. but ten
minutes later, were like hungry againnn. so we atee a lottt! :P ohh!
and i bought a bag to put my nail polish in ! :D heheh. so now. im like.
broke again! ha. and my legs are so sore, and my feet hurt, never
wear sandals from america in taiwan! :(

i got home, and i told my mommy that im happy, first thing
she asks was: did you spend all your money?
hhaha. i told her not really. but i only have like 200 taiwan
moneyy left. haha. :( but whatever. im happy! hahha. :D

wow. this is so long, kindaa! :P if you read everything!
youre crazyy! :) the endd. that was my day. im going to
talk & try to oovoo without sound, and go to sleep! :)
right after i posted this blog and thought everything is perfect,
i lost a button on my phone. :( i hope i find it :(

Monday, July 27, 2009

wtf.

so i just woke up like twenty seven minutes ago.
well, got out of bed like seventeen minutes ago.
enough shit happened already.
i called my sister, trying to figure out my schedule.

1. english- gruenburg
2. spanish 2 h- leal
3. biology- holmes
4. alg2 trig h- matloub
5. orchestra- acciani
6. condition / swim - gonzales / aguilar

WTFF.
okay, so what happened to my bio honors?!
my sister forgot to tell my glc, so she changed it back to regular.
what happened to total body fitness? i dont know! wtf.
i hate condition, but gonzales is nice, so idk.
i heard matloub is hard? like people switched out of honors
cuz they got him.? idk. only good thing about this schedule
is yay. for fifth period orchestra. i can ditch like, anytime.

anyways. my sister said she sent the schedule to my email,
so i woke up came into my room and turned on the computer.
and. i broke my headphones again. AGAIN. and. i probably
cant oovoo now?! i dont know. -__X

my mom just cant stop yelling at me huh. and. she just has to
move back to america with me this time, how gayy.

ohh! and. it just happened that the first thing i saw when i
open my computer was your blog. yeahh. i kneww itt.
whatever. theres nothing i can do now.
fuckmylife -__X

im suppose to get my new camera today! my beautiful sony t90.
its suppose to be a good day? whatever now.
i have to go eat shower and go out, since its such a bad day.
i probably shouldnt cut my bangs today either. but the haircut
appointment thingy is today. mmm, blahhh.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

first time in my life

i actually kinda miss america,
and i wanna go back.
just kinda.
and, i kinda regret coming.
but maybe ill change my mind soon,
i hope i will.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

seven am

in taiwan. well, its like seven thirty six, but whatever :P
im soo boredd. & im the only one awake in the house,
i was awake since like five ? and i was like ohhhh noooo!
i forgot to call, im so sorry, i fell asleep like one hour before
im suppose to call you, but i was like dead, i didnt even know
that my alarm went off and yeahh. i hate jet lagg. :( so i finally
got to talk to you, for like four minutes? hahah. then your phone
died. i thought you hung up on purpose. :P so i didnt call back. till
like, an hour later. hahahha. sorrrrry. 30 more days! :)

i didnt see any of my friends yet! :( im suppose to spend time with
my mom when she doesnt have work, and yeahh. im such a good girl! :P
last time i saw my mommy was like, april? thats not bad compare to
other years, shes cooking like 24/7 since i got home! hhaha. guess its
a good thing, i havent ate real food like this, since may? my sister never
cooked again after she broke up with her ex. all she does is partyy -__-

my life in taiwan is still pretty boring right now, :( all i did was talk on the
phone with friends! but ill see them starting, tomorrow! :D yayy. haha.
and, im going to go shop and eat, shop and eat, hopefully pierce my cartilage?
im so dark and fat compared to everyone here, it makes me sadd :(
i hate how like. every girl here in taiwan are pretty, pale, and skinny, all
of them have nice legs! ohhh! i was looking at old pictures this morning, like,
when i was five? or something, i had skinny and pretty legs back then,
so what happened? haha, oh well :(

ehh, my moms awake now, so im suppose to "spend time" with her, so she
wont get mad at me for being infront of the computer all dayy!
mmm, byebyeee!

daaaaayninnnnnne! ;)<3

Friday, July 24, 2009

firstt! (:

yay, i finally made a blogspot!
since i promised my love, rebeccah luu. :)
taiwan is soooo hottt & humid.
its so disgusting. my glasses fogged up when
the door opened on the subway! -__- it was so
crowded too! everyone was sticky and yeahh!
im too lazy to type right now, so byeee!

ohhhh &&& i miss you, :(