yesterday,

was fun,
really funnn,
first time on supreme scream, montezooma's revenage, and sitting on the very back for everythingg, finally not so stubborn and scared of everything, hahah. spent my whole day with you and some interesting people, haha. i had my moments, but i still enjoyed my day.
but today, blah.
yeahhh. whenever something good happens, something bad comes along with it,
thats how it has always been in my lifee.

i just wishh. i can go somewhere far far away, and never comeee backk. -__-

lots of things are different now, im getting use to it, some of them, are my choices, im not going to regret, some i dont have a choice, i still have to get use to it & deal with it.

murder,

i was going to typeee every detail, but amy said, make it short, we murdered a shrimp, amy pealed it, i ate it, she played with two "shrimp whiskers" thingy and she was like, look, it opens! and then, i braided themm, then it broke off, and she poked out the eyes! and i read that out loud, and she said: they were jiggly, -__-

now its amy's turn: we spent two hours dying our hair, and then, it dripped everywhere, and we were scared it will turn out ugly, but theres barely any difference, ohh! but the hair dye was on sale!

(amy thinks the hair dye feum screwed dup my brain! :()

anywaysss, we cleaneddd up everything, and like destroyed all the evidence so her mom wouldnt find out, & it looked like we just murdered someone with all the plastic bag stuff. and idk.

i love sleep overs, and i love amy <3 hahah.
i got it pierced. &
amy: i love it.and i wish i wasnt so chicken so i would be able to get it too -_-

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yayy!

so im at my friends house right nowww. and i finally get to use to comptuerr, cuz i dont have internet anymore! :( and now im finally kinda updated with some stuff! :)

mmm, im going backkk sooon! :( im soooo saddddddd! :( i have like, only couple days left in taiwannnn! :( BUT, i finished my spanish homework, finally, well like most of it, hahah. except some annoying word puzzel and something that i need the internet & printer for. but i feel accomplished! :)

i got 14 bottles of nailpolish in taiwan. crazzy. hahaha. i didnt expect to get that manny, but oh well. :P hahahha. and yeahh. i spent most of my money on thiss, and i just got paid this week, next thing i know is. blehh, my money is goneee! :( how sadd. i worked so hard and so many days for that couple thousand dollars, but it does feel nicee when i got that envelopeee! :)

OHH! i finally got something donee! something ive waited for for so longgg. but im afraid that ill regret,! :( hope i dontttt.

hmm, i dont know what to typee, this one is boringgg. sorrrry!

three lefttt... i dont know if thats good or badd. hahaha!

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im in love,

with my husband again! <3 tehehehe! so i went to the lolipop thingy with amy chen, cuz shes in love with themm, but i wanted to go to the fahrenheit one, cuz it has been two years since i saw my husbandd, so yeahh. we went afterr! I CANT BELIEVE I GOT OVER HIM LAST YEAR, HES SO FUCKING CUTEEEEEE!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ but yeah. im like so in love with him againnn. i wish im in taiwan during their concert. then i could buy the ticket and let them sign it, and talk to them, and touch my husband's handd! :D tehehe. ill keep dreaming. next timeee. but yeahhh! ITS ACTUALLY BETTER TAHN TWO YEARS AGOOOO! they talk to you, and shake your hands and read your shit, unlike last time -___x gahhhhh. why cant i just be rich and get a ticket even though i cant go?! :(

AND IM SOO MADDD! I CANT BELIEVE I WASTED ALL MY BATTERY ON LOLIPOP! WTFFF! THEY ARE SO NOT WORTH IT COMPARED TO FAHRENHEIT, but anyways, my camera died, so only got a few pictures of fahrenheit, this would have been a perfect picture if the person didnt push me, :( cuz it doesnt have calvin's ugly facee :(

now im stuck with a bunch of this,


hahah. finally watched my sisters keeper todaay, i cried so much -__- it came out in taiwan yesterday, so there were a lot of poeple. and everyone was crying. you can hear it, haha. and the sound of people getting tissues :P

anywyass. im really tired, i forgot waht i was goint to typee, but im happy to see my husbandd, and my obsession with him is going to start again. HAHA. (:

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temptation,

is a terrible thingg, ): not a thing, but you get what i meann! so todaay, i didnt even spend that much money yet, until i stepped into this store, i bought two more nailpolish, which means. i got like. nine already in taiwann, and i bought like other stuff for it, my friend got two nailpolish too, and the lady came up to us and said, if we spend $800 or moree, we will get A FREE GUJUNGPYO FOLDER!! and a cream thingy for your face, and yeahh. i know someone that would lovee that folder, so im like, i have to get it for her, i spend like $450 on this unneccessary thingggy ): NOW IM BROKEEE!

my mom just gave me 600 todaay too, so i had like $1400, im proud, cuz i didnt go out the past few days cuz of that stupid typhoon so i actually have money right now! but guess what?! IM BACK TO $200! -__- two meals of mcdonalds, then im donee! i hope i get paid on wednesday, i lied to them and said im going back to america on friday, so im only going to work till wednesday, so i can hurry up and get paid, hahahah!

thennn! when were walking, my friends like, you know, if you make a right turn right now, you can get your ears pierced! BLAHHHHH! im like, nope, not yet, i cant piss my mom off yett, but its so temptingg,

ohh, so i wanted this bag, and ive waited for like a week and a half to get it, cuz we didnt have enough money last time, so we ordered it first, but todaay when we went back, THEY RAN OUT OF PINK! so, they have this new color, but we have to go to this other store, it was kinda far, but on the way to work, so wathever. but STILL! I WANTED THAT PINK BAG, we were so mad at that ladddy. how can she sell it when we ordered it already! and i cant wait three weekkks! ): anyways. i still got the other color, even though i dont like it as muchh,

ohh, and i picked out some stuff for friendss, and yeahh. thats pretty muchh why im brokeee, to get that gujungpyo folderr, and that cream i didnt even need so much cuz i got the other one, haah, since im so dark, i cant use the normal taiwan products, and i end up giving my friend the one they gave us for free, so i got nothing for free, and i spent a lot of unneccessary money! & IM HANGING OUT WITH AMY CHEN TOMORROW AGAIN WITH NO MONEY! ): im sorry, ):

thee enddd! sorry this one is kinda long again, 081009

things i want right now

- a big big hugg,
- a box of ferrero rocher,
- the bag i saw on the way home today!
- some satisfaction,
- the "secure" feeling?
- that piercing,
- mom to stop yelling at me every morning,
- keep my life like this in taiwan,
- someone that understands me to talk to,
- all the stuff that i want to buy! :P
- FINISH MY SPANISH HOMEWORKKKKK!

and moree, but thats all im going to type for now :)

a pretty nice day again todayy. hahah.
amazingg? idkk. im like always happy when im not home now. but. i guess today was pretty special, i got an answer i wonder and waited for for two years, finally, todaay, i got my answerr. howw nicee. hahaha. thanksss. :))))))))))

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good day!

thanks to amy chen<3

todaay was soooo funn! :) youre the only american personn that understands that piercing, hehehe, now i want it again. hahah. but then, yeah, they are stopping me from it, :(

so, i was thinking about the inner evil thingy, its pretty truee. HAHA. now i feel so meann :( but i felt so nice after letting everything out todaay. haha. :)

we did a lot of stuff todaay, and talked about lots of stuff, but i dont wanna type everything out, haha. but im just happy that i had a great day, but then, im broke again! :P hope my mother gives me money tomorrow! or ill just hope that i get paid soon! work again tomorrow -__- i hatee itt. its sooo boring, but once again, i get money, why not? hahaha. :P

the endd. hahah. finally a happier blogg , yeahh? :P

last night,

ive decided, to just wait atleast another year, ive already waited for three years, another wouldnt matter, i guess, since the three people i care about the most, all told me not to -__- oh well, i guess i dont always fight for what i want. ha.

yaaay! im seeing amy chen todayyy! :D hahaha.

now,

even facebook bothers me, well, not facebook, its stuff i see on facebook, so its not just blogspot now, blahh. i dont want school to ever startt, cuz idk how im going to face you without having that weird feeling inside me.

i found a job in taiwann.! first day today. so freaking boring! -___- i just call people, and tell them they should come to this tutor placee, and yeahh. haha. and. they pay soo little, but its pretty close to my house, hmm, i think ill switch to another place in two weeks, ill get more money! i feel so bad, i spent so much money lately. my mother's money. but i wont get paid until like. two weeks later!

i watched harry potter with my taiwan friend again today. i found lots of interesting stuff i missed out the first time i watched it, haha, THE CHAIRS IN THE THEATER ARE SO COMFY! i loveee themm. puhahahah!

i got those contacts that makes your eyes look bigger today, hmm, maybe thats why im so poor right now! puhahaha. if i like them, then ill buy more? haha. idk. :P but that made my day. ive waited forever to get those stuff, i didnt tell my mom yet thoughh.

i miss last nightt, talking for 125 minutess. until my mom came home -__- you need to sleep (: im sorry for always waking you up in the middle of the nightt. but my sister didnt find out that we used her phone card, i think :P she called last night. she didnt say anything! (:

mmm, i think thats all for noww, goodbye!