trying.

yeah. i always try. even when i say i give up, i try really hard for stuff i want, and i fight for it. i always try as hard as i can for those i love, ill do anything for them. but. i just noticed. sometimes, trying is hard.

especially trying to be someone im not. trying to not care about stuff i really care about. trying to not mind about stuff that bothers the shit out of me. or trying to get over something. the last one is actually easier. idk.

fml. my parka got burnt at the beach. theres a hole in the back now. -_-

happy post.

im finally going to have a happy onee, (:
i havent had so much fun in sooo longg, especially ever since my mother camee, hah. BUT last nightt was soo funn! (;


this is how it went,


nevermind. i just deleted everythingg. hahah! ill just go straight to the point! (:

it was the best halloween so far (: